Rule Of The Margins: You are being watched, always.

This is what's going on:
a feeling that is getting stronger and stronger, behind my back or down my neck, always goes away when turning around. Is ist a hickup? It's breathing down my neck like a gulity conscience, watching, judging and strictly surveilling everything I do. The feeling reminds me of authority figures from real life, dead ones. Details are personal at this point.
Anyone else? need help (swan need his lover). What do you need?

so this is called a Huckup where I live. I think these creatures exist everywhere, people just find different names for it.

@e-v-mondberg how do you pronounce that? like "hook up?" thats so strange.

I can shake off SisterSus when I drink alcohol. Also not a
solution. She announces herself a few minutes beforehand with an asthma attack. I think of my grandmother in law, who was a heavy smoker and threw all the important family documents in the trash when my grandfather died. She never liked my mother (my father's second wife)